After 15 years of suffering with ambiguous loss, anticipatory grief and complex grief disorder, I finally found out what had happened to my brother, Christian, after he went missing in Mali, Africa in 2003. He was only 27 years old. The truth was he’d been killed all that time ago and Christian was the one to tell me.

 

I am 'The Finder of Lost Things' - catalyst for transformation, Spirit messenger, medium, grief coach and writer. In 2017, after another unsuccessful search for Christian, I decided I needed to find a way to heal the trauma and pain that was making life so hard, so I stopped searching externally for Christian and I looked to ancient healing practices and philosophies to help me heal. After a personal spiritual awakening, I worked intensely with a group of non-physical entities who gently guided me, comforted me and introduced me to my abilities. If you’d told me that one day I’d find Christian in spirit form, retrieve his energy from Africa (his body had a river burial), regularly speak to him (via guided writing) and film his last few weeks of life on Facebook Live, with me channelling his energy (trance mediumship), I would never have believed you.

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But I’ve experienced 'the impossible'. And after all the heartache and torturously painful journey, I - no, we - want to share our sibling story to show you that loss is just an illusion. No matter what the physical circumstances, loss can be healed with an honest 2-way conversation between the physical and non-physical worlds.

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We invite you to watch this film - The Emergency Grief Kit (Film #1) - to begin your grief healing 

All three films are available on our YouTube channel